Ndidapirira Kutayika Kwambiri - ndipo Ndine Wolimba Mtima Chifukwa Cha Iwo

Zamkati

• Koma tikamayenda m'njira yodziwika bwino, ululu unayamba kupyola m'mimba mwanga.
• "Manambala anu akutsika," adatero. "Izi, kuphatikiza ndi zowawa zanu, zandikhudza kwambiri."
• Asanatenge mimba ya ectopic, chiyembekezo changa chinali chosasunthika. Ngakhale ndidapezeka ndi khansa zaka zitatu m'mbuyomu, chiyembekezo cham'banja langa lamtsogolo chidanditsogolera.
• Ndiye, ndidachiritsa bwanji padziko lapansi ku zoopsa izi? Anali anthu oyandikana nane omwe adandipatsa mphamvu kuti ndipitilize.
• Pang'ono ndi pang'ono, ndinaphunzira kukhala ndikudziimba mlandu komanso chiyembekezo. Kenako, idadza mphindi zazing'ono zachisangalalo.
• Ndinawakankhira pamutu panga, ndikuchita mantha kuti ndingavomereze kuti mwina nkutenga pakati.
• Mantha atha kuwopseza chiyembekezo changa mobwerezabwereza, koma ndimakana. Palibe kukayika kuti ndasintha. Koma ndikudziwa kuti ndili wamphamvu.

Nkhani ya kuyesa kwathu koyamba kuti tili ndi pakati idakalipobe pomwe timapita ku Wilmington kukakwatirana ndi apongozi anga.

M'mbuyomu m'mawa, tidatenga mayeso a beta kuti atsimikizire. Momwe timadikirira foni kuchokera kwa adotolo kuti atiuze zotsatira, zomwe ndimangoganizira ndikugawana nkhani komanso mwana aliyense akukonzekera.

Ndinali nditamwa mankhwala anga a khansa ya m'mawere omwe amatseka mahomoni kwa miyezi isanu ndi umodzi; tinali okondwa kuti zidachitika mwachangu kwambiri. Ndinangololedwa zaka ziwiri kuti ndisachotse mankhwala anga, ndiye kuti nthawi inali yofunika kwambiri.

Tinali titalakalaka kukhala makolo kwa zaka zambiri. Pomaliza, zidawoneka kuti khansa ikutenga mpando wakumbuyo.

Koma tikamayenda m'njira yodziwika bwino, ululu unayamba kupyola m'mimba mwanga.

Popeza ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi vuto la m'mimba kuyambira chemotherapy, ndidaseka koyamba, ndikuganiza kuti ndimvuto wambiri wamafuta. Nditaima kachitatu, ndinapunthwa kulowa mgalimoto, ndikunjenjemera ndikutuluka thukuta.

Kuyambira pomwe ndinkachita masewera olimbitsa thupi komanso kuchita maopaleshoni ena pambuyo pake, kupweteka kwamthupi kumandipatsa nkhawa. Awiriwa amalumikizana kwambiri ndikovuta kusiyanitsa zowawa zathupi ndi zizindikilo.

Mwamuna wanga wamakhalidwe abwino nthawi zonse, anali wokondedwa wa Walgreens wapafupi kwambiri, wofunitsitsa mankhwala oteteza mimba kuti athetse ululu wanga.

Ndikudikirira pakauntala, foni yanga idalira. Ndinayankha, ndikuyembekezera mawu a namwino wokondedwa Wendy pamzere wina. M'malo mwake ndidakumana ndi mawu anga adotolo.

Nthawi zambiri, zowona, mawu ake odekha amatumiza chenjezo mwachangu. Ndinadziwa kuti zomwe zitsatira zitha kuswa mtima wanga.

"Manambala anu akutsika," adatero. "Izi, kuphatikiza ndi zowawa zanu, zandikhudza kwambiri."

Ndili njenjenje, ndidapunthwa ndikupita pagalimoto, ndikusintha mawu ake. “Muziona bwinobwino ululu. Ngati zaipiraipira, pitani kuchipinda chodzidzimutsa. ” Pamenepo, kunali kochedwa kutembenuka ndikubwerera kunyumba, kotero tinapitiliza ulendo womwe timayenera kukhala wosangalala kumapeto kwa sabata la banja.

Maola ochepa otsatirawa ndi achisoni. Ndikukumbukira kuti ndinafika panyumba, ndikugwa pansi, ndikulira ndikumva kuwawa ndikudikirira ndi ululu kuti ambulansi ifike. Kwa ambiri opulumuka khansa, zipatala ndi madotolo amatha kuyambitsa zokumbukira zambiri. Kwa ine, akhala akundilimbikitsa ndi kunditeteza nthawi zonse.

Patsikuli sizinali zosiyana. Ngakhale kuti mtima wanga unkaswa zidutswa miliyoni, ndimadziwa kuti madokotala a ambulansiwo amasamalira thupi langa, ndipo munthawiyo, chinali chinthu chokhacho chomwe chitha kuwongoleredwa.

Patadutsa maola anayi, chigamulochi chinati: “Si mimba yabwino. Tiyenera kuchita opareshoni. ” Mawuwa adandiluma ngati ndidamenyedwa kumaso.

Mwanjira ina mawuwo anali ndi tanthauzo lomaliza. Ngakhale kupweteka kwakuthupi kumalamulira, sindinathenso kunyalanyaza malingaliro. Zinatha. Mwanayo sakanakhoza kupulumutsidwa. Misozi inaluma masaya anga ndikulira mosaletseka.

Asanatenge mimba ya ectopic, chiyembekezo changa chinali chosasunthika. Ngakhale ndidapezeka ndi khansa zaka zitatu m'mbuyomu, chiyembekezo cham'banja langa lamtsogolo chidanditsogolera.

Ndinkakhulupirira kuti banja lathu libwera. Nthawi ikadali yochepa, ndinali ndi chiyembekezo.

Kutsatira kufa kwathu koyamba, chiyembekezo changa chidasokonekera. Zinandivuta kuwona kupitirira tsiku lililonse ndikumverera kuti ndaperekedwa ndi thupi langa. Zinali zovuta kuwona momwe ndikapitilira mkati mwa zowawa zoterezi.

Nditha kutsutsidwa kangapo ndikumva chisoni ndisanafike nyengo yathu yachisangalalo.

Sindinadziwe kuti mozungulira pamapindikilo otsatirawo, kusamutsa mazira oundana opambana kunali kutidikirira. Nthawi ino mozungulira, tili ndi nthawi yayitali kuti tisangalale ndi chisangalalo, chiyembekezo chimenecho, nawonso, chidachotsedwa kwa ife ndi mawu owopsa, "Palibe kugunda kwamtima," pamasabata athu asanu ndi awiri a ultrasound.

Kutsatira kutayika kwachiwiri, chinali ubale wanga ndi thupi langa womwe udavutika kwambiri. Malingaliro anga anali olimba nthawi ino kuzungulira, koma thupi langa linali litamenyedwa.

D ndi C inali njira yanga yachisanu ndi chiwiri mzaka zitatu. Ndinayamba kudzimva kuti ndadulidwa, ngati kuti ndimakhala m'chipolopolo chopanda kanthu. Mtima wanga sunamvekenso kulumikizana ndi thupi lomwe ndasamukira. Ndinkamva kufooka komanso kufooka, osadalira thupi langa kuti lisiyenso.

Ndiye, ndidachiritsa bwanji padziko lapansi ku zoopsa izi? Anali anthu oyandikana nane omwe adandipatsa mphamvu kuti ndipitilize.

Amayi ochokera kuzungulira dziko lonse lapansi adanditumizira mauthenga pazanema, ndikugawana nawo nkhani zakumwalira kwawo komanso zokumbukira za ana omwe adanyamula koma osagwirapo.

Ndinazindikira kuti inenso ndimatha kunyamula zikumbutso za ana awa patsogolo panga. Chisangalalo cha zotsatira zabwino zoyesa, maimidwe a ultrasound, zithunzi zokongola za kamwana kameneka - {textend} kukumbukira kulikonse kumakhala nane.

Kuchokera kwa omwe adandizungulira omwe adadutsapo kale, ndidaphunzira kuti kupitiriza sizikutanthauza kuti ndayiwala.

Kudziimba mlandu, komabe, kumakhalabe kumbuyo kwanga. Ndinavutika kupeza njira yolemekezera zikumbukiro zanga ndikupitilizabe. Ena amasankha kubzala mtengo, kapena kukondwerera tsiku lofunika. Za ine, ndimafuna njira yolumikizirana ndi thupi langa.

Ndinaganiza kuti tattoo ndiyo njira yofunika kwambiri yokhazikitsanso ubale wanga. Sikunali kutayika komwe ndimafuna kuti ndikhale nako, koma zokumbukira za mazira okoma omwe nthawi ina adakula m'mimba mwanga.

Kapangidwe kameneka kamalemekeza thupi langa lonse ndipo kankawonetsanso kuti thupi langa limatha kuchira komanso kunyamula mwana.

Tsopano kumbuyo kwa khutu langa zikumbukiro zabwinozo zatsalira, kukhala ndi ine pamene ndikupanga moyo watsopano wodzazidwa ndi chiyembekezo ndi chisangalalo. Ana awa omwe ndidataya azikhala gawo la nkhani yanga. Kwa aliyense amene wamwalira mwana, ndikutsimikiza mutha kumvetsetsa.

Pang'ono ndi pang'ono, ndinaphunzira kukhala ndikudziimba mlandu komanso chiyembekezo. Kenako, idadza mphindi zazing'ono zachisangalalo.

Pang'ono ndi pang'ono, ndinayambanso kusangalala ndi moyo.

Nthawi zachisangalalo zidayamba pang'ono ndikukula pakapita nthawi: kutuluka thukuta kupweteka mkalasi yotentha ya yoga, usiku ndikumangoyenda ndi wokonda kwanga ndikuwonera chiwonetsero chathu chomwe timakonda, kuseka ndi chibwenzi ku New York nditangoyamba kumene kupita padera, Kutuluka magazi kudzera mu buluku langa mu mzere wakuwonetsero kwa NYFW.

Mwanjira inayake ndimatsimikizira ndekha kuti ngakhale ndidataya zonse, ndidali ine.Sindingakhalenso wathanzi momwe ndinkadziwira kale, koma monga momwe ndidachitira nditatha khansa, ndipitilizabe kudzilimbitsa.

Tidatsegula pang'onopang'ono mitima yathu kuti tiyambirenso kuganizira za banja. Kusintha kwinanso kwazira, kuberekera, kukhazikitsidwa? Ndinayamba kufufuza zonse zomwe tingasankhe.

Kumayambiriro kwa Epulo, ndidayamba kudekha, wokonzeka kuyesa mazira ena achisanu. Chilichonse chimadalira thupi langa kukhala lokonzeka, ndipo sizimawoneka ngati zikugwirizana. Kusankhidwa kulikonse kumatsimikizira kuti mahomoni anga anali asanakwane pazoyambira.

Kukhumudwa ndi mantha zidayamba kuopseza ubale womwe ndidamanga ndi thupi langa, chiyembekezo chakutsogolo chikuchepa.

Ndinali ndikuwona masiku awiri ndipo ndinali wotsimikiza kuti nthawi yanga yakwana. Tinali kupita Lamlungu kukayendera ultrasound ndi magazi. Mwamuna wanga adagubuduka Lachisanu usiku ndikundiuza, "Ndikuganiza kuti uyenera kukayezetsa mimba."

Ndinawakankhira pamutu panga, ndikuchita mantha kuti ndingavomereze kuti mwina nkutenga pakati.

Ndidangoyang'ana kwambiri gawo lotsatira Lamlungu kulandila mazira oundana, lingaliro lalingaliro lachilengedwe linali chinthu chovuta kwambiri m'malingaliro mwanga. Loweruka m'mawa, adandikankhiranso.

Kuti ndimusangalatse - {textend} mosakayikira zingakhale zoyipa - {textend} Ndinayang'ana pa ndodo ndikutsika. Nditabwerera, amuna anga anali atayimirira pamenepo, atanyamula ndodo ija ndikuseka.

"Ndizabwino," adatero.

Ndimaganiza kuti anali kuseka. Zinkawoneka zosatheka, makamaka pambuyo pa zonse zomwe tidakumana nazo. Kodi izi zidachitika bwanji padziko lapansi?

Mwanjira inayake nthawi yonseyi ndimaganiza kuti thupi langa silikugwirizana, limachita zomwe limayenera kuchita. Inali itachiritsidwa kuchokera ku D yanga ndi C mu Januware komanso hysteroscopy yotsatira mu February. Mwanjira inayake adakwanitsa kupanga mwana wokongola yekha.

Ngakhale kuti mimbayi yakhala yodzadza ndi zovuta zake, mwanjira ina malingaliro anga ndi thupi zanditengera patsogolo ndi chiyembekezo - {textend} chiyembekezo champhamvu cha thupi langa, mzimu wanga, komanso koposa zonse, kuti mwana uyu akule mkati mwanga.

Mantha atha kuwopseza chiyembekezo changa mobwerezabwereza, koma ndimakana. Palibe kukayika kuti ndasintha. Koma ndikudziwa kuti ndili wamphamvu.

Chilichonse chomwe mukukumana nacho, dziwani kuti simuli nokha. Pomwe kutayika kwanu, kukhumudwa kwanu, ndi kuwawa kwanu zingawoneke ngati zosagonjetseka tsopano, idzafika nthawi yomwe inunso mudzapeza chisangalalo.

Mu nthawi zopweteka kwambiri kutsatira opaleshoni yanga yadzidzidzi ya ectopic, sindinaganize kuti ndipita mbali inayo - {textend} mpaka kukhala mayi.

Koma ndikukulemberani tsopano, ndili ndi mantha ndiulendo wopweteka womwe ndakumana nawo kuti ndikafike kuno, komanso mphamvu ya chiyembekezo yomwe idanditsogolera kupita patsogolo.

Tsopano ndikudziwa kuti zonse zomwe ndidakumana nazo zimandikonzekeretsa nyengo yatsopano yachimwemwe iyi. Zotayika zija, ngakhale zili zopweteka bwanji, zandipangitsa kuti ndikhale lero - {textend} osati monga wopulumuka, koma ngati mayi woopsa komanso wotsimikiza mtima, wokonzeka kubweretsa moyo watsopano mdziko lino.

Ngati ndaphunzira kalikonse, ndikuti njira yakutsogolo mwina sikhala pa nthawi yanu ndipo mwina sizingakhale momwe mudakonzera. Koma china chake chabwino chikukudikirirani mukangoyandama.

Anna Crollman ndi wokonda kalembedwe, wolemba mabulogu, komanso khansa ya m'mawere. Amagawana nkhani yake komanso uthenga wachikondi ndi thanzi lake kudzera mu bulogu yake komanso malo ochezera, kulimbikitsa amayi padziko lonse lapansi kuti achite bwino akakumana ndi zovuta ndi mphamvu, kudzidalira, komanso mawonekedwe.