Ndinakhala chete pa social media chifukwa cha kudwala kwanga kosawoneka

Zamkati

• Kugwiritsa ntchito 'njira yabwino' pofotokozera zotsatira za matenda amisala
• Lolemba, Seputembara 4, ndimafuna kudzipha
• Koma ndikhoza kupulumuka ndipo ndidzabweranso

Tsiku limodzi gawo langa lisanayambe, ndinali ndi tsiku labwino kwambiri. Sindikukumbukira zambiri, linali chabe tsiku labwinobwino, kumverera kukhazikika, osadziwa kwathunthu zomwe zikubwera.

Dzina langa ndi Olivia, ndipo ndimakonda kuyendetsa tsamba la Instagram selfloveliv. Ndine wolemba mabulogu wamaganizidwe ndimatenda amisala ndipo ndimalankhula zambiri za kusala komwe kumayambitsa matenda amisala. Ndimayesetsa kuchita zonse zomwe ndingathe kuti ndidziwitse anthu pamatenda osiyanasiyana amisala ndikuwonetsetsa kuti anthu azindikira kuti sali okha.

Ndimakonda kucheza, kuyankhula ndi anthu ena omwe ali ndi matenda omwewa monga ine, komanso kukhala omvera. Komabe, m'masabata angapo apitawa sindinakhale imodzi mwazinthu izi. Ndinachoka pa gridi kwathunthu, ndipo sindinathe kuwongolera matenda anga amisala.

Kugwiritsa ntchito 'njira yabwino' pofotokozera zotsatira za matenda amisala

Njira yabwino kwambiri yomwe ndingafotokozere ndikugwiritsa ntchito njira yomwe amayi anga amagwiritsa ntchito akafotokozera zam'mabanja mwathu ndi abwenzi. Ndi njira yake "yabwino" - monga momwe mumafunira chitsime chabwino. Chitsimechi chimayimira mitambo yoyipa yomwe matenda amisala angabweretse. Kuyandikira kwa munthu kuchitsime kumaimira malingaliro athu.

Mwachitsanzo: Ngati chitsime chili patali, kutali ndi ine, zikutanthauza kuti ndikukhala moyo kwa zonse. Ndili pamwamba padziko lapansi. Palibe chomwe chingandiletsere ndipo ndine wosaneneka. Moyo ndiwosangalatsa.

Ngati ndikudzifotokoza ndekha "pafupi ndi chitsime," sindili bwino - osati chachikulu - koma kupitiriza zinthu ndikulamulirabe.

Ngati ndikumva kuti ndili mchitsime, ndizoyipa. Mwinanso ndili pakona ndikulira, kapena ndikuyimilira ndikuyang'ana mlengalenga, ndikufuna kufa. O, ndi nthawi yosangalala bwanji!

Pansi pa chitsime? Ndi code yofiira. Code wakuda ngakhale. Heck, ndi khodi lakuda lazowawa komanso kutaya mtima komanso maloto owopsa a hellish. Malingaliro anga onse tsopano ndi okhudzana ndi imfa, maliro anga, nyimbo zomwe ndikufuna kumeneko, zogwira ntchito zonse. Si malo abwino kukhalako kwa aliyense amene akukhudzidwa.

Chifukwa chake, ndili ndi malingaliro awa, ndiroleni ndikufotokozereni chifukwa chomwe ndimapitira "Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol" kwa aliyense.

Lolemba, Seputembara 4, ndimafuna kudzipha

Uku sikunali kumverera kwachilendo kwa ine. Komabe, kumverera uku kunali kwamphamvu kwambiri, sindinathe kudziletsa. Ndinali kuntchito, nditathedwa nzeru ndi matenda anga. Mwamwayi, m'malo mofuna kuchitapo kanthu podzipha, ndinapita kunyumba ndikungogona.

Masiku angapo otsatira anali chisokonezo chachikulu.

Koma ndimakumbukirabe zinthu zingapo. Ndikukumbukira kuti ndinazimitsa zidziwitso zanga za uthenga chifukwa sindinkafuna kuti aliyense andilankhule. Sindinkafuna kuti aliyense adziwe momwe ndinaliri woyipa. Kenako ndidalemetsa Instagram yanga.

Ndipo ine wokondedwa nkhaniyi.

Ndinkakonda kulumikizana ndi anthu, ndimakonda kumva ngati ndikupanga kusiyana, ndipo ndimakonda kukhala gawo limodzi. Komabe, m'mene ndimasanthula pulogalamuyi, ndimamva kukhala ndekhandekha. Sindingathe kupirira kuona anthu akusangalala, akusangalala ndi miyoyo yawo, akukhala moyo wawo wonse pamene ndimakhala wotayika kwambiri. Zinandipangitsa kumva ngati kuti ndikulephera.

Anthu amalankhula zakubwezeretsa monga cholinga chachikulu chomaliza, pomwe kwa ine, sizingachitike.

Sindidzachira ku matenda a maganizo ochititsa munthu kusinthasintha zochitika. Palibe mankhwala, palibe piritsi yamatsenga kuti ndisinthe kuchokera ku zombie yachisoni ndikukhala nthano yowala, yachimwemwe, yamphamvu. Mulibe. Chifukwa chake, nditawona anthu akuyankhula za kuchira komanso chisangalalo chawo tsopano, zidandipangitsa kukwiya komanso kukhala ndekha.

Vuto lidakulirakulira kuti ndikufuna kukhala ndekha osafuna kusungulumwa, koma pamapeto pake, ndimasungulumwa chifukwa ndinali ndekha. Mukuwona vuto langa?

Koma ndikhoza kupulumuka ndipo ndidzabweranso

Pamene masiku ankadutsa, ndinkadzimva kuti ndili kutali ndi anthu ena koma ndinkachita mantha kubwerera. Kutalika komwe ndimakhala, zimandivuta kwambiri kubwerera kuma social media. Ndinganene chiyani? Kodi anthu angamvetse? Kodi angafune kuti ndibwerere?

Kodi ndingakhale wowona mtima komanso wotseguka komanso wowona?

Yankho? Inde.

Anthu masiku ano akumvetsetsa modabwitsa, makamaka iwo omwe akumanapo ndi zomwezi. Matenda amisala ndichinthu chenicheni, ndipo tikamayankhula kwambiri za izi, pamakhala manyazi ochepa.

Ndibwerera kuma TV posachedwa, m'kupita kwanthawi, pomwe izi zandisiya ndekha. Pakadali pano, ndidzakhala. Ndipuma. Ndipo monga Gloria Gaynor wotchuka ananenera, ndidzapulumuka.

Kupewa kudzipha:

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• Imbani 911 kapena nambala yanu yadzidzidzi yakomweko.
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• Chotsani mfuti, mipeni, mankhwala, kapena zinthu zina zomwe zitha kuvulaza.
• Mverani, koma osaweruza, kutsutsana, kuopseza, kapena kufuula.

Ngati mukuganiza kuti wina akufuna kudzipha, kapena ngati mukufuna, pezani thandizo mwachangu pamavuto kapena njira yodziletsa yodzipha. Yesani National Suicide Prevention Lifeline pa 800-273-8255.

Olivia - kapena Liv mwachidule - ndi 24, waku United Kingdom, komanso blogger wamaganizidwe. Amakonda zinthu zonse za gothic, makamaka Halowini. Amakondanso kwambiri tattoo, ali ndi zoposa 40 mpaka pano. Nkhani yake ya Instagram, yomwe imatha kutha nthawi ndi nthawi, imapezeka apa.