Ndidagundidwa Ndi Lori Ikumathamanga — Ndipo Idasintha Nkusintha Momwe Ndimaonera Moyo Wathanzi

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Unali chaka changa cha kusekondale kusukulu yasekondale ndipo sindinapeze anzanga akumtunda kuti ayende nane. Ndinaganiza zoyamba kuyenda ndekha m'moyo wanga kwanthawi yoyamba. Ndinadutsa chifukwa chakumanga ndikulowera mumsewu kuti ndisayende mumsewu. Ndinachoka pamsewu, ndikuyang'ana kuti ndipange-ndipo ndicho chinthu chomaliza chomwe ndikukumbukira.

Ndinadzuka mchipatala, nditazunguliridwa ndi nyanja ya amuna, osatsimikiza ngati ndimalota. Iwo anati, “tinayenera kukutengerani kuchipatala,” koma sanandiuze chifukwa chake. Ananditengera ku chipatala china pandege, ndili maso koma sindinadziwe kwenikweni zomwe zimachitika. Ndinachitidwa opaleshoni ndisanaone mayi anga ndipo anandiuza zomwe zinachitika: Anandigunda, kundikhomera, ndikukokedwa ndi galimoto yonyamula ya Ford F-450. Zonsezi zimamveka ngati surreal. Popeza kukula kwa galimotoyo, ndikadayenera kufa. Mfundo yakuti sindinawonongeke muubongo, sindinavulale msana, ngakhalenso kuthyoka fupa chinali chozizwitsa. Amayi anga adasaina chilolezo chawo kuti mwendo wanga udulidwe ngati pakufunika kutero popeza madokotala anga adaganiza kuti ndizotheka, chifukwa cha zomwe amatcha "miyendo yanga ya mbatata yosenda." Pamapeto pake, ndidawonongeka pakhungu ndi mitsempha ndipo ndidataya gawo limodzi mwa magawo atatu amphongo langa lamanja lamphongo ndi gawo laling'ono la supuni ya fupa mu bondo langa lakumanja. Ndinali ndi mwayi, zinthu zonse zimaganiziridwa.

Koma ngakhale ndinali ndi mwayi, kuyambiranso moyo wabwino sikunali kophweka. Madokotala anga sanali otsimikiza ngakhale ngati ndidzayambenso kuyenda bwinobwino. Miyezi yotsatira ndinakhala ndi chiyembekezo 90 peresenti ya nthawiyo, koma, ndithudi, panali nthawi zina pamene ndinkakhumudwa. Nthawi ina, ndimagwiritsa ntchito choyenda pansi kupita kuchipinda chimbudzi, ndipo ndikabwerera ndimamva kufooka kwathunthu. Ngati nditatopa kwambiri ndikapita kuchimbudzi, ndingatani kuti ndichite ngati 5K? Ndisanavulazidwe, ndinali wothamanga mnzake wa D1-koma tsopano, malotowo adakhala ngati kukumbukira kwakutali. (Zokhudzana: 6 Zinthu Zomwe Wothamanga Amakumana Nazo Akamabwera Kovulala)

Pamapeto pake, zidatengera miyezi itatu yokonzanso kuti ndiyende popanda kuthandizidwa, ndipo pofika kumapeto kwa mwezi wachitatu, ndimayambanso kuthamanga. Ndinadabwa kuti ndinachira mofulumira chonchi! Ndinapitiriza kuthamanga mopikisana kupyolera mu sukulu ya sekondale ndipo ndinathamangira ku yunivesite ya Miami m'chaka changa chatsopano. Mfundo yoti ndimatha kusunthanso ndikudziwonetsa ndekha ngati wothamanga idakwaniritsa malingaliro anga. Koma sizinatenge nthawi kuti zenizeni ziyambike. Chifukwa cha kuwonongeka kwa minofu, mitsempha, ndi mafupa, ndinali ndi zotupa zambiri mwendo wanga wakumanja. Ndidang'amba meniscus katatu pomwe wodwalayo adati, "Alyssa, ngati upitiliza ndi maphunziro awa, ufunika kusintha bondo ukadzakwanitsa zaka 20." Ndidazindikira mwina inali nthawi yoti ndipereke nsapato zanga zothamangira ndikudutsa ndodoyo. Kuvomereza kuti sindidzadziŵikanso kuti ndine wothamanga chinali chinthu chovuta kwambiri chifukwa chinali chikondi changa choyamba. (Zogwirizana: Momwe Kuvulaza Kunandiphunzitsira Kuti Palibe Choipa Pothamanga Mtunda Wochepa)

Zinandipweteka kubwerera m'mbuyo nditamva ngati ndili bwino ndikuchira. Koma, popita nthawi, ndidayamba kuzindikira kuthekera kwa anthu kukhala athanzi komanso ogwira ntchito. Ndinaganiza zophunzira masewera olimbitsa thupi kusukulu, ndipo ndimakhala mkalasi ndikuganiza, 'Oyera zoyipa! Tonse tiyenera kumva kuti ndife odalitsidwa kwambiri kuti minofu yathu imagwira ntchito momwe imachitira, kuti tizitha kupuma momwe timachitira.' Kukhala wathanzi kunakhala chinthu chomwe ndingagwiritse ntchito kudzitsutsa ndekha chosagwirizana ndi mpikisano. Zoonadi, ndikuthamangabe (sindinathe kuzisiya kotheratu), koma tsopano ndiyenera kukhala wodziwa kwambiri momwe thupi langa limachira. Ndaphatikiza maphunziro owonjezera mphamvu pakupanga masewera olimbitsa thupi ndikuwona kuti zimapangitsa kukhala kosavuta komanso kotetezeka kuyendetsa ndi kuphunzitsa nthawi yayitali.

Lero, ndine wolimba kwambiri omwe ndidakhalapo- mwakuthupi ndi m'maganizo. Kukweza zolemetsa kumandithandiza kuti ndidziwonetsere ndekha kuti ndikulakwitsa chifukwa ndikukweza zomwe sindinaganize kuti ndingathe kuzinyamula. Sizokhudza kukongoletsa: Sindikusamala za kuwumba thupi langa kuti liwonekere kapena kufikira manambala, ziwerengero, mawonekedwe, kapena kukula. Cholinga changa ndikungokhala wamphamvu kuposa momwe ndingathere-chifukwa ndimakumbukira momwe zimakhalira kukhala kwa ine. ofooka, ndipo sindikufuna kubwerera. (Zokhudzana: Kuvulala Kwanga Sikutanthauza Kuti Ndili Wotani)

Panopa ndine wophunzitsa zamasewera ndipo ntchito yomwe ndimagwira ndi makasitomala anga imayang'ana kwambiri kupewa kuvulala. Cholinga: Kulamulira thupi lanu ndikofunikira kwambiri kuposa mawonekedwe ena. (Zokhudzana: Ndine Wothokoza Kwa Makolo Omwe Anandiphunzitsa Kuphunzira Kukhala Olimba Ndi Kuiwala Zampikisano) Pambuyo pangozi yomwe ndinali mchipatala, ndikukumbukira anthu ena onse omwe anali pansi panga ali ndi zovulala zowopsa. Ndinaona anthu ambiri olumala kapena owomberedwa ndi mfuti, ndipo kuyambira pamenepo ndinalumbira kuti sindidzaona mopepuka luso la thupi langa kapena kuti ndinapulumuka kuvulala koopsa. Ndicho chinachake chimene ine nthawizonse ndayesera kutsindika ndi makasitomala anga ndi kukumbukira ndekha: Mfundo yakuti ndinu okhoza thupi-pa mphamvu iliyonse-ndi chinthu chodabwitsa.

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