Kuledzera kwanga kwa Benzos Kunali Kovuta Kugonjetsa Kuposa Heroin
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Benzodiazepines ngati Xanax ikuthandizira kuwonjezera ma opioid. Zinandichitikira.
Momwe timawonera mapangidwe adziko lapansi omwe timasankha kukhala - ndikugawana zokumana nazo zokakamiza kumatha kupanga momwe timachitirana wina ndi mnzake, kukhala abwinoko. Uku ndikuwona kwamphamvu.
Nditadzuka kumwa mowa mwauchidakwa, ndinamizidwa m'madzi ozizira kwambiri. Ndinamva kuchonderera kwa bwenzi langa Mark, liwu lake likundikuwiza kuti ndidzuke.
Maso anga atangotseguka, adandinyamula ndikutulutsa mu mphika ndikundiyandikira. Sindinathe kusuntha, motero ananditengera ku futon yathu, nkundiwumitsa, kundiveka zovala zogonera, nkundiphimba bulangete lomwe ndimakonda.
Tinadzidzimuka, osakhala chete. Ngakhale ndinali kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo, sindinkafuna kufa ndili ndi zaka 28 zokha.
Nditayang'ana pozungulira, ndinadabwa ndi momwe nyumba yathu yabwino ku Portland imamvera ngati nyumba yachiwawa kuposa nyumba. M'malo mokhala fungo labwino la lavenda ndi zonunkhiritsa, mpweya unanunkhiza ngati masanzi ndi viniga wochokera ku heroin wophika.
Tebulo lathu la khofi nthawi zambiri limakhala ndi zaluso, koma tsopano linali lodzaza ndi ma syringe, zikho zopserera, botolo la benzodiazepine lotchedwa Klonopin, ndi baggie ya black tar heroin.
Mark anandiuza kuti titatha kuwombera heroin, ndasiya kupuma ndikusintha buluu. Anayenera kuchitapo kanthu mwachangu. Panalibe nthawi ya 911. Anandipatsa mfuti ya opiate overdose yosintha Naloxone yomwe tidapeza posinthana ndi singano.
Chifukwa chiyani ndidachita bongo? Tinkagwiritsanso ntchito mankhwala omwewo a heroin koyambirira kwa tsiku lomwelo ndipo tinayeza bwino. Atadabwa, adayang'ana pagome ndikundifunsa kuti, "Kodi mwatenga Klonopin lero lero?"Sindinakumbukire, koma ndiyenera kukhala nawo - ngakhale ndimadziwa kuti kuphatikiza Klonopin ndi heroin kungakhale kuphatikiza koopsa.
Mankhwala onsewa ndi opanikizika amkati mwamanjenje, chifukwa chake kuwatenga limodzi kumatha kuyambitsa kupuma. Ngakhale zili pachiwopsezo ichi, ogwiritsa ntchito ma heroin ambiri amatengabe benzos theka la ola asanawombere heroin chifukwa imagwirizana, kulimbitsa kwambiri.
Ngakhale kuti kumwa mowa mopitirira muyeso kunkatisokoneza, tinapitirizabe kugwiritsa ntchito. Tidadzimva osagonjetseka, osatetezeka ku zotsatirapo zake.
Anthu ena amwalira ndi mankhwala osokoneza bongo - osati ife. Nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndimaganiza kuti zinthu sizingayipireipire, tinkadzikayikira kwambiri.
Kufanana pakati pa miliri ya opioid ndi benzo
Tsoka ilo, nkhani yanga ikuchulukirachulukira.
Bungwe la U.S.National Institute on Drug Abuse (NIDA) lidapeza mu 1988 kuti 73 peresenti ya ogwiritsa ntchito ma heroin amagwiritsa ntchito benzodiazepines kangapo pamlungu koposa chaka chimodzi.
Kuphatikiza kwa ma opiates ndi benzodiazepines kwathandizira kupitirira 30 peresenti yazowonjezera zaposachedwa.Mu 2016, chenjezo lakuopsa kophatikiza mankhwala awiriwa. M'malo mofotokozera za ngozi izi, kufalitsa nkhani nthawi zambiri kumati ndi heroin wambiri wokhala ndi fentanyl. Zinkawoneka kuti panali malo ochepa chabe oti mliri umodzi utulutsidwe munyuzipepala.
Mwamwayi, malipoti atolankhani ayamba kudziwitsa anthu za kufanana pakati pa miliri ya opiate ndi benzodiazepine.
Nkhani yaposachedwa mu New England Journal of Medicine limachenjeza za zotulukapo zakufa za benzodiazepine kumwa mopitirira muyeso ndi kugwiritsa ntchito molakwika. Makamaka, imfa zomwe zimaperekedwa ndi benzodiazepines zawonjezeka kasanu ndi kawiri pazaka makumi awiri zapitazi.
Nthawi yomweyo, mankhwala a benzodiazepine adakwera, ndi.
Ngakhale benzodiazepines monga Xanax, Klonopin, ndi Ativan ndizovuta kwambiri, zimathandizanso kwambiri pochiza khunyu, nkhawa, kugona tulo, komanso kusiya mowa.
Ma benzos atayambitsidwa mzaka za m'ma 1960, adadziwika kuti ndi mankhwala osokoneza bongo ndipo amaphatikizidwa ndi gulu lodziwika bwino. Rolling Stones idakondweretsanso ma benzos mu nyimbo yawo ya 1966 ya "Mthandizi Wamng'ono Wamayi," motero kuwathandiza kuti azisintha.
Mu 1975, madokotala anazindikira kuti benzodiazepines imamwa kwambiri. A FDA adawaika ngati chinthu chowongoleredwa, akuwonetsa kuti benzodiazepines ingogwiritsidwa ntchito kuyambira milungu iwiri kapena inayi kuti muchepetse kudalira komanso kusuta.
Kuyambira kuthamangitsa ma benzos kuti achire
Anandilamula pafupipafupi kuti andipatse mankhwala a benzodiazepines kwa zaka zisanu ndi chimodzi, ngakhale ndinali wowona mtima kwa madokotala anga za mbiri yanga yakumwa mowa. Nditasamukira ku Portland, dokotala wanga watsopano adandiuza kuti ndimwe mapiritsi pamwezi kuphatikiza 30 Klonopin yothandizira nkhawa komanso 60 temazepam yothandizira kusowa tulo.
Mwezi uliwonse wamankhwala uja adayang'ana kawiri zolembazo ndikundichenjeza kuti mankhwalawa ndiwowopsa.
Ndikanayenera kumvera wamankhwalayo ndikusiya kumwa mapiritsi, koma ndimakonda momwe amandipangitsira kumva. Benzodiazepines idafewetsa m'mbali mwanga: kufafaniza zokumbukira zoyipa zakugwiriridwa ndi kuzunzidwa komanso kupweteka kwa kutha.
Poyambirira, ma benzos adafafaniza nthawi yomweyo ululu wanga ndi nkhawa yanga.Ndinasiya kuchita mantha ndipo ndinagona maola asanu ndi atatu usiku m'malo mwa asanu. Koma patadutsa miyezi ingapo, nawonso adathetsa zilakolako zanga.
Chibwenzi changa chinati: “Uyenera kusiya kumwa mapiritsi amenewo. Ndiwe chipolopolo wekha, sindikudziwa zomwe zidakuchitikira, koma si ndiwe. "
Benzodiazepines inali chombo chonyamula miyala chomwe chimanditumiza kudera lomwe ndimakonda: kukumbukira.Ndidagwiritsa ntchito mphamvu zanga "kuthamangitsa chinjokacho." M'malo mopita kumisonkhano yotseguka, kulemba zokambirana, kuwerenga, ndi zochitika, ndidakonza njira zopeza ma benzos anga.
Ndinaimbira dotolo kuti ndimuuze kuti ndikupita kutchuthi ndipo ndikufunika mapiritsi anga molawirira. Wina akathyola galimoto yanga, ndimanena kuti mapiritsi anga abedwa kuti ndikonzenso msanga. Limeneli linali bodza. Botolo langa la ma benzos silinachoke pambali panga, ankandimangirira nthawi zonse.
Ndinasunga zowonjezera ndikuzibisa mozungulira chipinda changa. Ndinadziwa kuti uwu unali mchitidwe wa 'zosokoneza'. Koma ndinali nditapita kutali kwambiri kuti sindichita kalikonse za izi.
Patatha zaka zingapo ndikugwiritsa ntchito ma benzos kenako heroin, ndidafika pamalo pomwe ndidatha kupanga chisankho chofuna kuchotsa. Madokotala anandiuza kuti sindidzapatsidwanso mankhwala a benzos ndipo ndinayamba kuchoka pompopompo.
Kuchotsa kwa benzo kunali koipitsitsa kuposa ndudu - komanso heroin. Kuchotsa kwa Heroin kumakhala kovulaza komanso kovuta, ndizovuta zoyipa zakuthupi monga thukuta lalikulu, miyendo yopumula, kugwedezeka, ndi kusanza.
Kuchotsa kwa Benzo sikudziwikiratu kunja, koma kumakhala kovuta pamaganizidwe. Ndinali ndi nkhawa yambiri, kusowa tulo, kukwiya, ndikulira m'makutu mwanga.Ndinakwiya ndi madotolo omwe poyamba anali atandipatsa ma benzos okwanira pazaka zochepa zoyambirira nditachira. Koma sindimawaimba mlandu pazomwe ndimakonda.
Kuti ndichiritse bwino, ndimayenera kusiya kudzudzula ndikuyamba kutenga udindo.
Sindimagawana nkhani yanga ngati chenjezo. Ndimagawana nawo kuti ndithane ndi manyazi omwe amakhala ozungulira bongo.
Nthawi iliyonse tikamauza anzathu nkhani zakupulumuka, timawonetsa kuti kuchira ndikotheka. Mwa kukulitsa kuzindikira mozungulira benzo ndi chizolowezi cha opioid ndikuchira, titha kupulumutsa miyoyo.
A Tessa Torgeson akulemba chikumbutso chokhudza kusuta ndi kuchira kuchokera pakuchepetsa mavuto. Zolemba zake zafalitsidwa pa intaneti ku The Fix, Manifest Station, Role / Reboot, ndi ena. Amaphunzitsa zolemba komanso zolemba mwaluso pasukulu yopulumutsa anthu. Mu nthawi yake yaulere, amasewera gitala ndikuthamangitsa mphaka wake, Luna Lovegood.