Kutha Kwamene Kunasintha Moyo Wanga

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Munjira zambiri, kutha kwa 2006 inali imodzi mwa nthawi zovuta kwambiri pamoyo wanga. Ndimakhala ndi alendo osawadziwa ku New York City, kutali ndi koleji koyambirira kuphunzira ntchito, pomwe chibwenzi changa cha zaka zinayi - yemwe ndidakumana nawo pagulu lampingo, yemwe ndakhala ndili pachibwenzi kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 16 - adandiyitanira kuti andiuze, mwachangu komanso momveka bwino, kuti iye ndi mtsikana yemwe adakumana naye panyumba yachikatolika "adamaliza kupanga" ndipo adaganiza kuti tiyenera "kuwona anthu ena. " Ndimakumbukirabe momwe ndimaonera mawu awa, m'mene ndimakhala mchipinda changa cha Upper East Side: nseru yodzaza mutu wanga kuchokera pansi mpaka pamwamba. Kuphulika kwachangu pamphuno mwanga, masaya, chibwano. Chitsimikizo chadzidzidzi chimenecho kuti zinthu zinali zosiyana, ndi zoyipitsitsa, kosatha.

Ndipo ululu umangobwera, kwa miyezi ingapo pambuyo pake: Ndikadakhala bwino, ndikudutsa muma internship anga, kenako ndimaganizira za iye - ayi, za iwo: kusakhulupirika, nkhonya lolimba m'matumbo. Sindinakhulupirire kuti munthu amene ndimamukhulupirira kwambiri angandipweteke kwambiri. Zikumveka ngati mbiriyakale tsopano, koma ndidasungulumwa, kutali ndi anzanga apamtima, wotopa chifukwa chochita bwino, ndipo, monga mwana wazaka 20, wotetezedwa, wosakonzekera kukhumudwa kwakukulu m'moyo wanga.

Chifukwa tinali oti tikwatirane. Tonse tidazindikira kuti: Akapita kusukulu ya med, atapweteka MCAT ndidakhala maola ambiri ndikumuthandiza kuphunzira. Amalowa m'mapulogalamu ake amaloto, chifukwa chothandizidwa ndi ine pakuwongolera zolemba zawo. Tidasamukira ku Chicago, mzinda wawukulu womwe uli pamtunda wa mphindi 90 kuchokera kwa makolo athu - titatha maola osawerengeka ndi madzulo ndi maulendo omwe timakhala limodzi, banja lake, pambuyo pake, lidamvanso ngati banja langa. Ndikapeza ntchito m'mabuku apafupi. Tidzakhala ndi ukwati waukulu wachikatolika (ndinali wachilutera, koma wokonzeka kutembenuka) ndi ana ochepa, osakwanira. Takhala tikulankhula za izi kuyambira pomwe tidakondana kusekondale. Tidakhazikika.

Kenako tsogolo lonse lidang'ambika ndikugwa. Anapeza zomwe ankafuna, monga momwe ndikudziwira: Nthawi zina Google-stalking imawulula kuti iye ndi dokotala ku Midwest, wokwatiwa ndi msungwana wabwino wa Chikatolika yemweyo yemwe adandiuza usiku womwewo, makwinya akuyenda mozungulira mapazi ake. Sindikudziwa ndekha, chifukwa sitinanenepo zaka 10. Koma ndikuganiza kuti ndili wokondwa kuti tsogolo lake silinasinthe.

Ndimakumbukira usiku wina kumapeto kwa chaka cha 2006, nditawoneka mopepuka koma ndikofunikira kwa ine. Unali usiku wotentha kwambiri mu Novembala, ndipo nditatsiriza tsiku lopumula ku Times Square, ndidapita ku Bryant Park. Ndinakhala patebulo laling'ono lobiriwira ndikuyang'ana dziko lapansi likudontha kudzera m'ming'alu yamitengo yocheperako, pomwe nyumba zimasandutsa golide mumdima wakuda ndipo New Yorkers ikuyenda, yodzaza ndi luso komanso cholinga. Ndiyeno ndinamva, momveka bwino ngati kuti wina wandinong'oneza m'khutu: "Tsopano mukhoza kuchita chilichonse chimene mukufuna."

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