Ndikulakalaka Ndikadakhalabe ndi Stoma

Zamkati

• Sindinamvepo za thumba la stoma, ndipo nditatha Googling, zithunzi sizimawonetsa kanthu koma okalamba omwe amakhala nawo.
• Ndidazindikira kuti chikwama ichi chidapulumutsa moyo wanga, ndipo njira yokhayo yomwe ndikadutsamo zokumana nazo zoopsa ngati izi ndi kuzilandira.
• Ndinauzidwa kuti ndiyenera kupanga chisankho mkati mwa zaka 2 kuti nditsimikizire kuti ndikhale ndi zotulukapo zabwino kwambiri.
• Poyamba, sindinadikire kuti ndichotse, ndipo tsopano, patatha zaka 4, ndikuzindikira momwe ndimafunira - {textend} ndipo mpaka pano.

Poyamba ndinkadana nazo. Koma ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo, ndazindikira tsopano momwe ndimafunira.

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Ndasowa thumba langa la stoma. Pamenepo, ndidanena.

Mwina sichinthu chomwe mumamva pafupipafupi. Palibe amene amafuna thumba la stoma - {textend} mpaka mutazindikira kuti ndichinthu chimodzi chomwe chakuthandizani kuti mukhale moyo wabwinobwino, wathanzi.

Ndinachitidwa opaleshoni mwadzidzidzi kuchotsa matumbo anga akulu mmbuyo mu 2015. Ndinali wosadwala kwa zaka zingapo, koma ndinali ndisanazindikiridwe pafupipafupi ngakhale ndimakhala ndikuwonetsa zizindikilo zingapo zomwe zimasonyeza matumbo otupa.

Ndinkasowa zakudya m'thupi mosadziwa. Ndinkadwala magazi m'matumbo komanso ndinakhumudwa m'mimba, ndipo ndinapulumuka kumwa mankhwala otsegulitsa m'mimba chifukwa cha kudzimbidwa kosalekeza.

Ndipo matumbo anga ataphulika. Ndipo ndidadzuka ndili ndi thumba la stoma.

Anandiuza, m'mimba mwanga utachotsedwa, kuti ndimakhala ndi zilonda zam'mimba ndipo matumbo anga amadwala kwambiri.

Koma sindinathe kuganiza za izi. Zomwe ndimangoganiza ndikuti ndinali ndi thumba lomwe lamata m'mimba mwanga, ndipo ndimadzifunsa kuti ndidzakhalanso wolimba mtima bwanji.

Sindinamvepo za thumba la stoma, ndipo nditatha Googling, zithunzi sizimawonetsa kanthu koma okalamba omwe amakhala nawo.

Ndinali ndi zaka 19. Kodi ndikanathana nazo bwanji izi? Ndingamve bwanji wokongola? Ndingasunge bwanji ubale wanga? Kodi ndingakhalenso ndi chidaliro chogonana?

Ndikudziwa, pokonzekera bwino zinthu zovuta izi zingawoneke ngati zazing'ono, koma zinali zazikulu kwa ine. Ndinauzidwa kuti ndikangokhala ndi stoma kwakanthawi, miyezi 4 yokwera - {textend} koma ndinakhala nayo kwa zaka 10. Ndipo chimenecho chinali chisankho changa.

Kwa milungu 6 yoyambirira ndili ndi chikwama, sindinathe kusintha ndekha. Nthawi iliyonse ndikaigwira, ndimafuna kulira ndipo sindimatha kuzolowera. Ndinkadalira amayi anga kuti andisinthe, ndipo ndimagona ndikutseka maso kuti ndisavomereze zomwe zikuchitika.

Pambuyo pa masabata a 6, sindikudziwa chifukwa chake kapena motani, koma china chake chidadina.

Ndidazindikira kuti chikwama ichi chidapulumutsa moyo wanga, ndipo njira yokhayo yomwe ndikadutsamo zokumana nazo zoopsa ngati izi ndi kuzilandira.

Ndipo ndizomwe ndidachita. Sikunali kuvomereza msanga - {textend} zidatenga nthawi, inde - {textend} koma ndidazithandizira munjira zingapo.

Ndinalowa nawo magulu othandizira pa intaneti pomwe ndidazindikira kuti anthu ambiri azaka zanga amakhalanso ndi matumba a stoma - {textend} ena mpaka kalekale. Ndipo anali kuchita bwino modabwitsa.

Ndinayamba kuyesa zovala zachikale, zovala zomwe ndimaganiza kuti sindidzathanso kuvala, koma ndimatha. Ndinagula zovala zamkati zamkati kuti ndizimva bwino kuchipinda. Popita nthawi, ndidabwezeretsanso moyo wanga, ndikuyamba kuzindikira kuti thumba la stoma ili lidandipatsa moyo wabwino kwambiri.

Sindinakhalenso ndi kudzimbidwa kosalekeza. Sindinkamwa mankhwala, kapena kumwa mankhwala otsegulitsa m'mimba. Sindinathenso kumva kupweteka m'mimba, kapena kutuluka magazi, ndipo pamapeto pake ndinali wonenepa. M'malo mwake, ndimawoneka bwino kwambiri munthawi yayitali - {textend} ndipo ndidamvanso zabwino, inenso.

Pomwe opaleshoni yosintha - {textend} yomwe imafuna kuchotsa chifuwa changa kuti matumbo anga agwirizanenso ndi kachilomboka kuti andilowetse kuchimbudzi "mwachizolowezi" - {textend} adabwera patatha miyezi 4, ndidaganiza kuti sindinali okonzeka.

Ndinauzidwa kuti ndiyenera kupanga chisankho mkati mwa zaka 2 kuti nditsimikizire kuti ndikhale ndi zotulukapo zabwino kwambiri.

Ndipo patapita miyezi ina 5, ndinapita.

Chifukwa chachikulu chomwe ndidapitilira chinali chifukwa ndimaopa kudabwa kuti "Ndingatani?" Sindinadziwe ngati moyo ungakhale bwino ndikusintha monga momwe unalili ndi chikwama changa, ndipo ndimafuna kutengapo mwayi.

Koma sizinachitike.

Ndakhala ndikukumana ndi mavuto chifukwa cha kusintha kwanga kuyambira tsiku la 1. Ndinali ndi machiritso owopsa, ndipo tsopano ndili ndi matenda otsekula m'mimba, mpaka kasanu ndi kamodzi patsiku, zomwe zimandipangitsa kuti ndisamayende bwino m'nyumba.

Ndikumvanso ululu, ndipo ndimadalira mankhwala. Ndipo ndili ndi ngozi, zomwe, ndili ndi zaka 24, zitha kukhala zochititsa manyazi kwambiri.

Ndikatuluka, ndimangokhalira kuda nkhawa za chimbudzi chapafupi komanso ngati ndingakwanitse.

Chifukwa chake, inde, ndasowa chikwama changa. Ndikusowa moyo womwe udandipatsa. Ndikusowa kudzidalira. Ndikusowa kutha kupita kokacheza tsikulo popanda chisamaliro padziko lapansi. Ndikusowa kugwira ntchito kutali ndi kwathu. Ndikusowa kumva ngati ine.

Ichi ndichinthu china, pamene ndidadzuka koyamba ndi chikwama cha stoma, ndimaganiza kuti sindidzamvanso.

Poyamba, sindinadikire kuti ndichotse, ndipo tsopano, patatha zaka 4, ndikuzindikira momwe ndimafunira - {textend} ndipo mpaka pano.

Zidachepetsera mtengowu osati kuchokera ku ulcerative colitis, koma kuchokera ku zowawa, mantha, ndi nkhawa zomwe zimayendanso ndi izi.

Mwina mukudabwa, "Bwanji osangobwerera ku thumba la stoma?" Ndikulakalaka zikadakhala zosavuta, ndimatero. Koma chifukwa cha maopaleshoni awiri akulu omwe ndakhala nawo komanso kuchuluka kwa zipsera, zitha kutanthauza kuwonongeka kwina, zoopsa za stoma yatsopano yomwe sikugwira ntchito, komanso kusabereka.

Mwina tsiku lina ndidzalimba mtima kuti ndibwerezanso ndikuika pachiwopsezo chonse - {textend} koma pambuyo pomaliza "Bwanji ngati?" Ndili ndi mantha kupitanso.

Ndikadakhala ndikubweza chikwama changa cha stoma osasamala padziko lapansi, ndikadachichita ndi mtima wanga.

Koma pakadali pano, sindinasowe. Ndipo pozindikira momwe ndikuthokozera kukhala ndi miyezi 10 ija momwe ndimakhala wopanda zowawa, wokondwa, wolimba mtima, ndipo koposa zonse, monga munthu wanga weniweni.

Hattie Gladwell ndi mtolankhani wa zaumoyo, wolemba, komanso woimira milandu. Amalemba za matenda amisala akuyembekeza kuti achepetsa manyazi ndikulimbikitsa ena kuti alankhule.