Ndimadana ndi Kukhala Pamwambapa, koma Ndikuyesa Chamba cha Zamankhwala Chifukwa Chopweteka Kwanga Kwachilendo

Zamkati

• Ndinkayesa chilichonse kuti ndithane ndi ululu
• Kutaya mphamvu zonse
• Kupeza kasamalidwe koyenera ka zowawa kwa ine
• Mfundo yofunika

Timaphatikizapo zinthu zomwe timaganiza kuti ndizothandiza kwa owerenga athu. Ngati mutagula maulalo omwe ali patsamba lino, titha kupeza ndalama zochepa. Nayi njira yathu.

Ndinali ndi zaka 25 nthawi yoyamba kusuta mphika. Ngakhale kuti anzanga ambiri anali akuchita zinthu mosakondera nthawi yayitali izi zisanachitike, ndinakulira kunyumba komwe bambo anga anali woyang'anira mankhwala osokoneza bongo. "Musakane mankhwala osokoneza bongo" anali atakhazikika mwa ine mosalekeza kwa moyo wanga wonse.

Kunena zowona sindinkakonda chamba - mpaka usiku wina pomwe ndimamwa ndi anzanga ndipo amasuta. Ndinaganiza, bwanji?

Kunena zowona, sindinachite chidwi. Ngakhale kuti mowa nthawi zonse unkandithandiza kukhala ndi zizolowezi zina zolakwika ndipo unkandilola kucheza bwino, izi zinkangondipangitsa kufuna kubisala m'chipinda chapafupi ndi aliyense.

Kwa zaka zapitazi ndinayesapo kangapo, makamaka kuzotsatira zomwezo. Ndinaganiza motsimikiza kuti chamba sichinali chinthu changa…

Kenako ndidapezeka ndi Stage 4 endometriosis ndipo zonse zasintha.

Ndinkayesa chilichonse kuti ndithane ndi ululu

Kwa zaka zambiri kuchokera pamene anandipeza ndi matendawa, ndakhala ndikumva ululu wosiyanasiyana. Panali mfundo pafupifupi zaka zisanu ndi chimodzi zapitazo pomwe ndimafooka kwambiri ndikumva kuwawa kuti ndimaganiziranso zopunduka. Ndidakwanitsa kuyendera katswiri wa endometriosis m'malo mwake ndipo ndidachitidwa maopaleshoni atatu omwe adasinthiratu moyo wanga. Sindingathenso kumva zowawa zatsiku ndi tsiku zomwe ndinkamva kale. Tsoka ilo, nthawi zanga sizili bwino.

“Sindikusangalala kutuluka. Sindikusangalala ndikumva kuti sindingathe kuwongolera kapena kukhala wovuta, koma sindikufuna kuti ndizingokhala pakama panga ndikumva kuwawa. Ndiye ndingachite chiyani? ”

Lero ndili ndi malangizo awiri oti andithandize kuthana ndi ululuwo. Imodzi, celecoxib (Celebrex) ndiye mankhwala opatsirana abwino kwambiri omwe ndapeza pothetsa vuto la endometriosis. Ngakhale zimachotsa ululu, pamakhala nthawi zambiri pomwe sizokwanira kundilola kupitiliza kukhala moyo wanga. Ndimagona masiku angapo nthawi imodzi, ndikungoyembekezera nthawi yanga yosamba.

Zingakhale zovuta kwa aliyense, koma ndine mayi wosakwatiwa kwa mwana wazaka 4. Ndimakonda kukhala wokangalika naye, chifukwa chake ululu umandimvetsa chisoni kwambiri.

Malembo ena omwe ndili nawo akuyenera kundithandiza kusamalira masiku amenewo: hydromorphone (Dilaudid). Ndi mankhwala osokoneza bongo omwe amachotseratu ululuwo. Sizimandipangitsa kuyabwa ngati acetaminophen-oxycodone (Percocet) ndi acetaminophen-hydrocodone (Vicodin). Tsoka ilo, zimandipangiranso kuti sindingathe kukhala mayi.

Mwakutero, ndimangofika pakabotolo kameneka - nthawi zambiri ndimangokhala usiku ndipo ndikangodziwa kuti pali wina pafupi amene angathandize ndi mwana wanga wamkazi pakagwa mwadzidzidzi.

Zoterezi ndizochepa. M'malo mwake, ndili ndi mwayi wosankha kupirira ndikumva zowawa kuti ndikhalebe wodziwa zondizungulira.

Kutaya mphamvu zonse

Chowonadi nchakuti, ngakhale popanda mwana wanga wamkazi kulingalira, sindimasangalala kukhala kunja kwake. Sindikusangalala ndikumva kuti sindingathe kuyendetsa bwino kapena kukhala wopanda nzeru.

Komabe, sindimasangalalanso kukhala pabedi langa ndikumva kuwawa. Ndiye ndingasankhe chiyani?

Tsoka ilo, si ambiri. Ndayesa kutema mphini, naturopathy, ndi kuphika, zonsezi ndizosiyanasiyana. Ndasintha zakudya zanga, ndagwira ntchito zambiri (ndi zochepa), ndipo ndakhala wofunitsitsa kuyesa zowonjezera zowonjezera. Zinthu zina zimathandiza ndipo sizisintha. Koma ndimapitilizabe kukhala ndi nthawi zina (kapena ngakhale theka-zanthawi zonse) nthawi yomwe ululu umakhala woipa kwambiri sindikufuna kuchoka pabedi langa. Zakhala zovuta kwa zaka zambiri tsopano.

Kenako boma kwathu (Alaska) lidavomereza chamba.

Osangokhala chamba chamankhwala. Ku Alaska, tsopano ndizololedwa kusuta kapena kumwa mphika nthawi iliyonse yomwe mukufuna, bola mukadakwanitsa zaka 21 osayendetsa galimoto.

Ndikuvomereza, kulembetsa zamalamulo ndizomwe zidandipangitsa kuti ndiyambe kulingalira chamba chamba kuti ndichepetse ululu wanga. Chowonadi ndichakuti, ndidadziwa kuti zinali zosankha kwa zaka zambiri. Ndidawerenga za azimayi ambiri omwe ali ndi endometriosis omwe amalumbira kuti awathandiza.

Koma vuto langa lalikulu ndi chamba chamankhwala lidatsalira: Sindinasangalalepo kukhala ndikukwera kale ndipo sindinakonde lingaliro lakukhala tsopano - ndikuyesera kulera mwana wanga wamkazi.

Kupeza kasamalidwe koyenera ka zowawa kwa ine

Nditangolankhula za nkhawa iyi, ndidatsimikizika kuti pali mitundu yosiyanasiyana ya chamba. Ndinkangofunika kuti ndipeze vuto linalake kwa ine - mavuto omwe angachepetse ululuwo osandipangitsa kukhala ndekha.

Ndidayamba kufufuza ndipo ndidapeza kuti pali zowona zake. Mitundu ina ya chamba imawonekeranso kuti ili ndi vuto la caffeine. Ndidalankhula ndi amayi ochepa omwe adanditsimikizira kuti amadalira mphika kuti awapweteketse ndi nkhawa. Amakhulupirira kuti zimawapangitsa kukhala amayi abwinoko, achimwemwe, komanso okhudzidwa.

Chifukwa chake… zilipo.

Pakati pa kafukufukuyu, ndinapeza china chake… mafuta a CBD. Izi ndizomwe zimachokera ku chamba popanda THC. Ndipo THC ndizomwe zimapangitsa kuti ndipamwamba kwambiri sindinali wokondwa kwenikweni kuti ndikumane nawo. Kafukufuku wosiyanasiyana tsopano wapeza zotsatira zabwino zogwiritsa ntchito mafuta a CBD pochiza ululu wosatha. Izi ndizomwe ndimayang'ana: China chake chomwe chingathe kuthandizira popanda kundipanga kukhala wopanda ntchito.

Mfundo yofunika

Ndidagula mapiritsi anga oyamba a CBD mwezi watha patsiku lachiwiri lakusamba kwanga. Ndakhala ndikuwatenga tsiku lililonse kuyambira pamenepo. Ngakhale sindinganene motsimikiza ngati adathandizira nthawi yanga yomaliza (sikunali kwabwino), ndili ndi chidwi chofuna kuwona momwe nthawi yotsatira ikuyendera ndi CBD yamwezi umodzi yomangidwa munjira yanga.

Sindikuyembekezera zozizwitsa pano. Koma ngakhale izi zingagwire ntchito limodzi ndi Celebrex kuti andipangitse kuyenda komanso kupezeka kuti ndizisewera ndi mwana wanga wamkazi pa nthawi yanga, nditha kuwona ngati wopambana.

Ngati sizigwira ntchito, sindinatsutsane kuti ndipitilize kuwunika phindu la chamba chamankhwala mtsogolo. Zitha kukhala kuti pali zovuta kunja uko zomwe sindingadane nazo, zomwe zingangokhala zosintha pang'ono modekha komanso zochepetsa kwambiri kupweteka.

Pakadali pano, ndili wokonzeka kusankha chilichonse. Zomwe ndimasamala nazo ndikupeza njira yothanirana ndi zowawa zanga ndikadali mayi yemwe ndikufuna kukhala ndi mwana wanga wamkazi. Mtundu wa amayi omwe amatha kukambirana, kuyankha pakagwa zadzidzidzi, ndikuthamangira pakhomo pa masewera osasewera a paki - ngakhale atakhala kuti akusamba.

Leah Campbell ndi wolemba komanso mkonzi yemwe amakhala ku Anchorage, Alaska. Mayi wosakwatiwa posankha pambuyo pa zochitika zowopsa zomwe zidapangitsa kuti mwana wake wamkazi atengeredwe, Leah ndiwonso wolemba buku la "Single Infertile Female" ndipo adalemba zambiri pamitu zakubala, kulera ana, ndi kulera. Mutha kulumikizana ndi Leah kudzera pa Facebook, tsamba lake, ndi Twitter.