Moyo Wanga Asanalandire Khansa ya Metastatic

Zamkati

• Zosintha zazikulu ndi zazing'ono
• Kuphunzira kuyamikira zinthu zazing'ono
• Kutenga

Zofunikira zikachitika, titha kugawa miyoyo yathu m'magulu awiri: "patsogolo" ndi "pambuyo." Pali moyo musanakwatirane komanso mutakwatirana, ndipo pali moyo musanafike komanso pambuyo pa ana. Pali nthawi yathu ngati mwana, komanso nthawi yathu ngati munthu wamkulu. Pomwe timagawana ndi ena mwa zazikuluzikuluzi, pali zina zomwe timakumana nazo patokha.

Za ine, pali mzere waukulu, wogawanika wokhala ngati mphambano m'moyo wanga. Pali moyo wanga ndisanapezeke ndi khansa ya m'mawere ya metastatic (MBC), komanso moyo wanga pambuyo pake. Tsoka ilo, palibe mankhwala a MBC. Mkazi akabereka, amakhalabe mayi nthawi zonse, monganso mukapezeka ndi MBC, zimakhalabe ndi inu.

Izi ndi zomwe zidasinthika m'moyo wanga nditapezeka, komanso zomwe ndidaphunzira panthawiyi.

Zosintha zazikulu ndi zazing'ono

Ndisanapezeke ndi MBC, ndimaganiza zaimfa ngati chinthu chomwe chidzachitike mtsogolo kwambiri. Zinali pa radar yanga, monga zilili kwa aliyense, koma zinali zosamveka komanso kutali. Pambuyo pa matenda a MBC, imfa imakhala yomweyo, yamphamvu, ndipo iyenera kuyendetsedwa mwachangu. Malangizo ndi zofuna zanga zinali pa mndandanda wazinthu zofunika kuchita kwakanthawi mtsogolo, koma nditazindikira kuti ndazindikira, ndidawamaliza posachedwa.

Ndinkayembekezera mwachidwi zinthu monga zikondwerero, zidzukulu, ndi maukwati osafulumira. Adzabwera munthawi yake. Koma nditazindikira, nthawi zonse panali lingaliro loti sindidzakhalapo pamwambo wotsatira, kapena Khrisimasi yotsatira. Ndinasiya kulembetsa m'magazini ndikugula zovala nthawi yopanda pake. Ndani amadziwa ngati ndingawafune?

Khansa isanalowe m'chiwindi ndi m'mapapo mwanga, ndinayamba kudwala. Maudindo a Dokotala anali okhumudwitsa pachaka. Sikuti ndimangoona madotolo awiri mwezi uliwonse, ndimachita chemo pafupipafupi, komanso ndimayendetsa pagalimoto kupita kumalo olowererapo ndili mtulo tsopano, komanso ndikudziwa mayina a ana aukadaulo waukadaulo wa zida za nyukiliya.

M'mbuyomu MBC, ndinali munthu wamkulu wogwira ntchito, ndikumadzimva kuti ndikuthandiza pantchito yomwe ndimakonda. Ndinkasangalala kulandira ndalama ndikulankhula ndi anthu tsiku lililonse. Tsopano, pali masiku ambiri omwe ndimakhala kunyumba, ndatopa, ndikumva kuwawa, ndimankhwala, ndipo sinditha kugwira ntchito.

Kuphunzira kuyamikira zinthu zazing'ono

MBC inagunda moyo wanga ngati chimphepo chamkuntho, ndikuyambitsa chilichonse. Kenako, fumbi lidakhazikika. Simudziwa zomwe zidzachitike poyamba; mukuganiza kuti sipadzakhalanso zachilendo. Koma zomwe mumapeza ndikuti mphepo idazungulira zinthu zopanda pake, ndikusiya dziko lapansi kukhala loyera komanso lowala.

Zomwe zatsalira pambuyo pa kugwedezeka ndi anthu omwe amandikondadi ngakhale nditatopa bwanji. Kumwetulira kwa banja langa, kugwedeza mchira wa galu wanga, mbalame yaing'onoting'ono yopumira m'maluwa - zinthuzi zidatenga kufunikira kokhala nazo kuyambira kale. Chifukwa muzinthu izi, mumapeza mtendere.

Ndizowona kunena kuti mumaphunzira kukhala tsiku limodzi nthawi, komabe ndizowona. Dziko langa ndi losavuta komanso lamtendere m'njira zambiri. Zakhala zosavuta kuzindikira zinthu zonse zomwe zikadangokhala phokoso lakumbuyo m'mbuyomu.

Kutenga

Pamaso pa MBC, ndimamva ngati wina aliyense. Ndinali wotanganidwa, kugwira ntchito, kuyendetsa galimoto, kugula, komanso kutalikirana ndi lingaliro loti dziko lino lingathe. Sindinali kutchera khutu. Tsopano, ndazindikira kuti nthawi ikakhala yocheperako, mphindi zazing'ono zokongola zomwe ndizosavuta kuzilambalala ndi nthawi zomwe zimawerengeredwa.

Ndinkadutsa masiku osaganizira za moyo wanga komanso zomwe zingachitike. Koma pambuyo pa MBC? Sindinakhalepo wosangalala chonchi.

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